This isn’t how things were supposed to turn out. We were supposed to find our way back and come out better than ever. So why is it that I have officially hit rock bottom and feel as though I have no control? Every time I turn around there’s a new obstacle, and I think it’s just become one too many and I have to throw in the towel. I can’t keep putting in so much effort and getting back nothing but pain and resentment. It’s just not okay anymore, it’s not healthy. So this is it, this is the end, goodbye.